Lesbian Love Destroyed By Rape

Wallowing,
and swallowing,
your teachings i\'m not following,
the screaming,
and bleeding,
my love for you is needing,
the torment,
adorment,
lies of words i never meant,
asking,
relaxing,
the sound of killers dashing,
why must i be left for dead,
i bash the ground and grab my head,
my wife is gone,
her legs are spread,
the pain i\'m feeling,
she lies in blood on the bed,
why can\'t i die,
i\'m asking why,
just kill me instead.